My name is
Trevor, DROW,
Sarah .

I am an art student & I am very much interested in electronics & programming.

This is my personal website / blog.
 

:)

Intro

I am an art student, as well as a lifelong gamer & Elvis fan. I have schizoaffective disorder.

I was a gifted student, a victim of childhood trauma, and then a train-hopper. I hopped trains throughout my early-to-mid 20's, and I gave myself schizoaffective disorder by using dr*gs. I suffered debilitating hallucinations to the point that I could barely even function, especially in public.

I remember one day, in some random place, trying to walk down the street, and I could barely even do it. I ended up in some random psych center and they prescribed me "haldol" and my mom was pissed about that. I could not function on it and I was falling apart, so she bought me a bus ticket back home. It was the worst time of my life, but we saw some really cool scenery.

 I came home, got diagnosed around the age of 25, got my first job (washing dishes in restaurants), and I walked into a gender clinic around this time and also got a prescription for HRT. So, basically, I don't call myself a "detransitioner" because I'm still myself. I just decided one day that it wasn't right for me, at least not right now. Will it ever be? I don't know. But, they basically fast-tracked me, and I wish I would have had time to explore my identity first.

Anyway, I ended up getting into school and quitting all the bad stuff. I met my current best friends and they completely changed my outlook. I ended up getting into school, and now, that's what I'm doing. :)

I've created this website as an outlet away from the endless bickering & mindless scrolling of mainstream social media.

I've been stuck in online Hell for 3 semesters now, but I'm transferring to University & beginning my art and computer science classes in Fall of 2025. :)

I want to create beautiful things ~ Pixel & glitch art, traditional & digital art, drawing, painting, pottery, woodworking / woodcarving, programming as an art form & as a hobby. I am very much interested in indie game development & modding, 3D modeling, etc. I have a lot to learn, and I look forward to the journey!! :))

This website is very much still under construction, but I plan to update when there are things of significance. :)

THE BEAST

A better pic of Soma (Castlevania, Konami, 2003)

The Cell (inspired by Vincent Van Gogh) I did this for my art appreciation class :)

1st attempt from Betty Edwards book. (I don't like it)

Majula (Dark Souls 2, FromSoftware, 2014)

my 1st portrait attempt since high school. Reference found on the web

My Dad

Good Advice . :)

Orchard

Bob Marley

Scylla ( from Castlevania: Symphony of the Night, 1997. Credit goes to Konami)

lyrics from CCR lol

Dead Trees

Lothric Spear Knight (reference found online)_(Dark Souls 3, 2016, FromSoftware)

my 1st attempt at drawing Elvis :) I'm a big fan .

my 1st time using charcoal :)

from Betty Edwards' book . Drawing upside down

2nd attempt from Betty Edwards book (significantly better)

1st attempt at drawing a shoe :)

(perspective practice) from the sidewalk

(perspective practice) from the bridge

I Feel Them Staring ...

I erased the hard outline b4 giving to my Mema . I'm correcting the habit . :)

Hard outline on the vase . Corrected in other pic

1st attempt at the still life

Dracula . Castlevania, Konami, 1997 . Using black for the background was a mistake, yes, and blue for the candle . I learned from it . :)

Soma Cruz . Castlevania, Konami, 2003

A significant improvement over my 1st attempt

Mr. Tom Waits

"What Were You Doing During COVID?" For my art appreciation class, 1st semester .

My old Morrowind toon :)

my cereal bowl . (hard outlines, I know)

Old self-portrait, Dec. 2023

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